nobodys home

NOBody's hoME - avRil .

i couldnt tell u why she felt that way,
she felt it everyday...
and i couldnt tell help her,
i just watched her make the same mistakes again.

whats wrong, wahts wrong now?
too many, too many problems.
dont know where she belongs, where she belongs.
she wants to go home..
but nobodys home,
its where she lies, broken inside.
with no place to go, and no place to go to dry her eyes.
broken inside....

open your eyes and look outside,
find the reason whuy
youve been rejected,
and now you cant find waht you left behind
be strong, be strong now..
too many, too many problems...
dont know wher she belongs.. wher she belongs..
she wants to go home..
but nobodys home,
its where she lies, broken inside.
with no place to go, and no place to go to dry her eyes.
broken inside....

her feelings she hides
her dreams she cant find
shes loosing her mind
shes fallen behind
she cant find her place
shes loosing her faith
shes fallen from grace
shes all over the place....

she wants to go home..
but nobodys home,
its where she lies, broken inside.
with no place to go,
and no place to go to dry her eyes...
broken inside....

she wants to go home..
but nobodys home,
its where she lies,
broken inside.
with no place to go,
and no place to go to dry her eyes.
broken inside....


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sighs.. depression time again.. lol sighs...
i dont understand how one minute u can feel soo good, the bestest moood ever and then the next u come crashin down and soo low as hel !
*bleh* tears.. sighs.. i wish that i cud run away right now ! sighs.. get away from everyone and everything.!ther has been way too much going on in my life atm and i cant take it at all! this is the time wher i get very easily grrr rofl >_< and stoopidhead juz made it worse.. sighs.. i feeel sometimes like.. ther is nowun here *sighs*
sighs.. its times like this wher u just want someone ther for u.. to talk to u ..and talk u out of feeling this way.. but right now.. im alone and nowun is here ! sighs.. *tear*
sometimes i wonder what life would be like if i wasnt born into this family.. or if i dont hhave stoopidhead in my life! sighs.. i want to be free agen =( i want to do wuttever i want! i want to smile i want to laugh!~!! sighs.. liddol things like this.. whuy isit soo hard to find ! *tears* sighs im sick of this life.. i want to leave !
sometimes i wish that i could sleep and never wake up ! i wish that i could run away.. its not like anyone would care?
sighs.. i want to be alone i want to disappear! sighs.. i onli wish that someone will come after me.. sighs.... right now it feels like nowun is here.. i juz had a fukn biatch wit my mom and blehhhh nowun bothers? nowun cares? nowun notices that anything happens?even if i do tell them.. they dont respond..! im left alone in my room.. locked up frm.. everyone! sometimes it feels like a prison! ... i h ave no control of my life! >_< sighs.. nowun will help me get out! nowun cares about me !
*cries* im left here to rot... to be forgotten .. ARGhhhh i wana diE ! >_<