airports

Sighs.. wel.. I just got back from the airport and bleh =( sighs.. my bro and dad just left to go bak to china.. =/ I think I kept it in good todays ..lol wel.. compared to the day that I left china to come bak home… >_<
Yer.. sighs…
Today I didn’t look at my dad in the eye so that I wouldn’t cry.. and I tried not to look at my brother to much too ! lol =/ sighs.. but yer.. *tears* sighs… I miss them alredi and they are onli at the airport… their flight leaves at 1.. sighs… *tears*
It sucks.. this whole living in two countries thingy.. sighs.. every time I go airport it.. teary… lol sighs..
The whole airport scene.. lol seriously.. soo depressing some times.. lol sighs.. coz everyone is going away and.. yer.. missing loved ones? =’( sighs.. yah.. dodgyness * lol
So yer.. sighs it is kinda dodgy ther …sighs………..

I turn my face to cover my sadness
To wipe my eyes and dry up the tears
I close my eyes and take a deep breath
Trying not to loose it
To turn back and smile…
I miss them alredi and their still standing right there..
I don’t know how much longer I can hold in my tears
My throat starts hurting as I hold in my tears
I cant say goodbye coz it hurts too much
We’re only going to be apart for a couple of months
But every day feels like its own week
And months feels like years..
I turn bak to hug them
As tears stream down my face..
Wiping them off before I let go…
I try to put on a smile then I say a quick bye
And then turn bak around and walk away
Not looking back I wipe away my tears
Telling myself iwl be seeing them soon once again……

Aiyahhh .. I MISS Uu >_< *tears* sighs….

Last night we went out for dinner at simons seafood restraunt.. it was.. ok lah.. lol hahah expensive yes ! lol I tink totaled about 180 =/ lol and the food wasn’t even that great.. lol but heyy =D hehehe .. hrm then today we went to town and had dimsum .. hrmm it was ok lah.. the hor fun was awsomly tasty ! hahah =P yerppps heheh^^
And then yer.. I wondered around town wit my brother..hrmm we took a neo print hahahah hrmm lol.. interesting.. =X.. then we went to shop a bit.. and yer =) heheh it was funnnnn…
O and then I cooked dinner lol.. and made a cake hehe =D and we got our mom mothers day present.. yes earli we know ! hahah =D but yer.. and then later me and Leonard played ps1.. the bubble game ! hahaha til 10.45..thn we had to go to the airport.. then all of the above.. the whole tearing scene.. =/ hahahah wel.. yer.. I held it in till the car then teared ! heheeh =)

Yerpp.. *sighs*
Ok wel Imma go now.. I just had to let that all out to someone.. =/ sighs…

=) thanks for listening blogger hahaha =D
gooooodnights and sweeet dreamsssss.. xxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox