failed attempt...

sigh omg why does blogger hate me that much lah >_<
i juz posted a blog and it didnt even show up half of it..!! ffs and all my smilies dont turn out right and everything is just fuckd up for me!!
i hate it !!! >_< grrrrrrrrrr* i wana cryyy !! lol
do u kno how long it took for me to do that fukn blog man >_< fkn nearli 2 hrs... coz wen i blog, i do other things in the same time lah .. sighs so it takes a while to do it.. and in the end it is usually a reali long post that i cant re rite coz i cant rember netink i rote within two fukn hours!! *screamz*

bleh i hate thisx!!

and this be my second attempt at a blogger, coz the first one i made expired coz i didnt use it for a month and so it decided not to load my page ever agen !! =/ but i still hav all my bloggers and pics on it .. so i tink mayb one day when i am bored i will copy and paste em all into this new blog so it looks lilke i have done alot agen !! =X hahaha
coz my old one was ever since june 04 u kno .. bleh half a year of blogggggsss and more even !! bleh..criess!!
o and even before this one.. i tried to edit the templates and re-do the blog layout to make it look prettier.. but NOOoo it wont work agen !! >_< i got all the profile and links and shiet done.. but then wehn it comes to posting, it wont work!! !! it jus wouldnt show up on the page and in the end i gave up and had to make this on all over agen *stuk wit the original layouts blogger provided* =/ bleh bORing !! =/ sighs.. tears*

if anyone knows if u can... re-new.. your old bloger page which has been expired.. could yall holla at me so that i can do that to my old one.. coz it gona take forever to re post them all on this one >_< sighs... and i guess, its not like anyone will read em right? =/
like, who ever goes thru all the old blogs? =( sighs.....
yer, wel if anyone knows if that can be done could you tell me please !! =) thaNkx!*

sighs...
newaise, nothign seems to be working for me atm..
tonight is the msu river cruise 05. hrmm i tink it alredi started liao..hope everyne ish havn a good time? sighs.. i dun mind going actually.... lol but bleh.. too late now right? and oso my mom sed we wer going out to dinner at my gor's house... but it is alredi 7pm and im still sittin here at my computer hahaha =/
so i dont tink i will be going anymore..sighs.. i tink she kinda err.. lost track of time and forgot.. so yer.. meh* iwl probably see him on sunday.. coz it is the easter long weekend, and i tink he organised a picnic on sunday.. =) so yer .. i tink iwl see him thennn lor...

aiyah im getin pissed off at this "new" laptop!! haha it is supposed to be better and good.. which in some cases it is.. but the oso, it is soo dodgy in the same time !! =( coz for starters, my msn doesnt work on here!! GRRRR and omgosh, if u knno me.. u kno how much msn means to me lah !! hahahah =Pp sighs... iv tried many times alredi.. installing, deleting and unistalling.. and doing that process over and over agen =/ but it doesnt want to sign me in!!!
even when i try to download the old msn .. it still wont allow me to do that !! its just total bullshiet if u assk me!! .. so now all i got is windows messenger.. and that shiet is slow and boring as !! =/ it is dodgy and bs i tell u !! hahaha =X
i cant see people's dp and oso half the stuff i tri to accept from people wont accept and bleh it is pissn me off big time and i hate it very much rofl !!
that whuy i oso started a new thing wit xanga.com !! ahaha it is like blogger lah but hrmm i duno, it seems to like me more than blogger!! hahah =X sighs............

wel, now i am gettin a fkd up lecture from my mother.. she is sittin on my bed calln me lazyee and stuff coz im online !! bleh *fkn hel* sighhsss....

today is late night, and im supposed to be at my gors house and juz finishing a nice meal, and then now walkn to the shops wer i can look at stuff and not buy anything coz i got no money! rofl =/ but im stuk here in my rooom on the net blogging.. wut a life!
sighs*

i wish my mom was back in china so that i can do whattever i want , wenever i want !! =/
sighsssssssssss.....
parents and high expectations.. ffs !! lol =/ i hate it!! sighs....
the hate life/ depressing mode is coming back to me agen!! i like my freedom, like im sure everyone else does!! and i want it back!!...
i wish i could drive now ffs !! lol i need to stop slakin and get my Ls !! then i hav to wait till fkn november to attempt my Ps.!! =/ sighs.. it gona be a while..
lol meanwhile, my transport nmow will be the bus and hmm i guess bf is alwasie ther to help me right? hahahaha =X but i cant depend on him for transport..that be called.. using? if i am not wrong... lol hahaha

sighsss i hope he is ok.. coz we kinda had an accidnent on tuesday...
no not on the roads....lol
but..
on the playground!! hahah =X err... it might sound stoopid. but.. we fell off the playground.
=/ err, fell off the ladder =/ eh.. sigh it hard to explain, but iin short... he was swinging the ladder and we wer both on it and we both fell =X and it wasnt pretty !! =/ sighs..
he got a bruise on his face now and he was lyin ther in pain for like 10 mins !! and he couldnt breath for half of it ok!! =/ it scared me shietless and i was panking like a biatch ! =/ *sighs*
yerh.. i hpe he is ok lah coz it was a bad fall =X
my back and neck just aches alot =/ sighs.. but i will be fine.. and i hope he is ok too =( sighs...

newasie i will continue this blog agen sooon.. ..hrm later tongiht lah..
i gtg.. coz my mom is.. blehing ! =/ blEH!!

lol take cares eveyrone and HAppy eaSter to u !! hehe eat alot of chocolate !! hahah =Pp
BYEeess^^