one more..

wel today has been a pretty fukd up and traumatic day ..sighs.. alot to write today as u all can see ! =/ hehehe sighs...

wels its been about 6 hours from the first blog that i posted today ! hahahah.. and this be my 4th one i tinks ! =/ rofl.. sighs.. wels, i just had dinner and i coookd hrmm lamb choppies and umm spespetty ! heheheh wit the pesto thingy rofl.. it actually tastes quite aiite if u ask me ! rofl =P

yerpps.. sighs.. tmr is sunday and i dont think i shall come online tmr ! rofl.. coz i got soo much hwk to do tmr. sighs.. coz today i didnt do shiet all! sighs.. just wasted my time online chukn a sad all day =( sighs.. yarh.. tmr i plan to get my english essay done and prepared for momnday ! lol and then i gota start reading my economincs thing for thursday coz it is a long sub chapter and arghhh! rofl i havnt started yet ! >___< eeek * rofl.. sighs

tonight is mikes party too ! sighs.. i wish that i could go..but one. i am not 18 yet so i gots no id to go clubbing.. another 1 and a half years to go still *cries* lol sighs.. i actually think that i might be able to last that lng witout clubing.. rofl however if ther is a function on.. holla ! rofl.. and espesh if u can get me in .. rofl like last years =Pp hahaha very much appreciated ! rofl =Pp~ yah but today i tink it gona be daymn packed and imma be regretting not trying hard enof to get an id for tonights ! sighs.. lol coz it is holidays for the uni people now..coz their exam finished last week ! and so tonight, being the first weekend, is the beginning of endless partying ! rofl *boo-hoo* not fair! sighs.. and yer.. bdays ! argh rofl.. i want to go =( lol.. free entry tonight too! for all the invited! =/ *sobs* lol im missing out ! rofl....

sighs.. wel i hope that everyone has fun tonight then lor.. while i.. errr.. sit in bed? rofl.. i try to do some hwk maybe! lol =/ boring* hahahaha... bleh.. sighs... o wels....

o yer lately i have also been thinkn of gettin my Ls rofl ! everyone in my group alredi got theirs i think ! rofl.. even manda lee has ! lol.. and eeeek rofl .. i want mine now !! =( lol *sighs*
i think me and debourah might attempt for ours next week *holidays* hahaha if we cbf ! rofl =P i should realli read that booklet lol or else iwll fail ! lol XP hahahah sighs....
i think they hav increased the price too ! eek lol.. im soo slow ! rofl.. hahah wel i guess the thing is.. i cbfd coz i got rides alredi.. i got stoopidhead to bring me around everywher..coz i think .. i tihnk he loves me! rofl.. ok that was stoopid! hahahaha.. yer..but yer.. rofl
i got alot of older guy fwens and they dont mind drivn me around.. i hope ! lol =/ hahahahaha

sighs..
yapps..


anywaise i think that today this is enof blogging for me ! rofl.. i must be boring the lot of u out ! rofl =P if anyone actually reads all this stuff! >_<

heheheh
oki wel take cares all.. and those clubbing tonight !.... hav fun ! lol >_< hahahahahah
byebyeeess^^

old vs new

i was looking thru my old blogger and i like it soo much compared to this! hahahaha..
the other one is soo colourful and..the font it nice and all ! argh rofl ahahahahha

sighs.. yes this is a random post ! the last one i did was kinda.. bleh and it fukd up on me coz it delted half of my last paragraph so sorry if it doesnt make any sense.. i will try and change it asap ! =( sighs. yerps..

btw is there another way of downloading pics into blogger again, without using hello? coz im not allowed to dl that nemore.. wel not on this comp! and so i need another thing to do it? >_<>_< *cries* rofl stoopid me ! =(

sighs anywasye.. today iv been stuck at home ! sighs.. been a pretty shiethole day ! sighs... i reli need to study too but sighs cant concentrate here !! sighs.. hopefully tmr will be much better and iwl be able to get some stuff done or i wiill be completely screwed for next week ! sighs...


wels.. imma go find more food now! lol im starving ! O_O lol

tkae cares all !

nobodys home

NOBody's hoME - avRil .

i couldnt tell u why she felt that way,
she felt it everyday...
and i couldnt tell help her,
i just watched her make the same mistakes again.

whats wrong, wahts wrong now?
too many, too many problems.
dont know where she belongs, where she belongs.
she wants to go home..
but nobodys home,
its where she lies, broken inside.
with no place to go, and no place to go to dry her eyes.
broken inside....

open your eyes and look outside,
find the reason whuy
youve been rejected,
and now you cant find waht you left behind
be strong, be strong now..
too many, too many problems...
dont know wher she belongs.. wher she belongs..
she wants to go home..
but nobodys home,
its where she lies, broken inside.
with no place to go, and no place to go to dry her eyes.
broken inside....

her feelings she hides
her dreams she cant find
shes loosing her mind
shes fallen behind
she cant find her place
shes loosing her faith
shes fallen from grace
shes all over the place....

she wants to go home..
but nobodys home,
its where she lies, broken inside.
with no place to go,
and no place to go to dry her eyes...
broken inside....

she wants to go home..
but nobodys home,
its where she lies,
broken inside.
with no place to go,
and no place to go to dry her eyes.
broken inside....


~~


sighs.. depression time again.. lol sighs...
i dont understand how one minute u can feel soo good, the bestest moood ever and then the next u come crashin down and soo low as hel !
*bleh* tears.. sighs.. i wish that i cud run away right now ! sighs.. get away from everyone and everything.!ther has been way too much going on in my life atm and i cant take it at all! this is the time wher i get very easily grrr rofl >_< and stoopidhead juz made it worse.. sighs.. i feeel sometimes like.. ther is nowun here *sighs*
sighs.. its times like this wher u just want someone ther for u.. to talk to u ..and talk u out of feeling this way.. but right now.. im alone and nowun is here ! sighs.. *tear*
sometimes i wonder what life would be like if i wasnt born into this family.. or if i dont hhave stoopidhead in my life! sighs.. i want to be free agen =( i want to do wuttever i want! i want to smile i want to laugh!~!! sighs.. liddol things like this.. whuy isit soo hard to find ! *tears* sighs im sick of this life.. i want to leave !
sometimes i wish that i could sleep and never wake up ! i wish that i could run away.. its not like anyone would care?
sighs.. i want to be alone i want to disappear! sighs.. i onli wish that someone will come after me.. sighs.... right now it feels like nowun is here.. i juz had a fukn biatch wit my mom and blehhhh nowun bothers? nowun cares? nowun notices that anything happens?even if i do tell them.. they dont respond..! im left alone in my room.. locked up frm.. everyone! sometimes it feels like a prison! ... i h ave no control of my life! >_< sighs.. nowun will help me get out! nowun cares about me !
*cries* im left here to rot... to be forgotten .. ARGhhhh i wana diE ! >_<

one more week of school...

sigh this yeaar has been going hela fast ! ther is onli one more week of term 2 now >_<
and this year we onli got 3 terms! argh lol hahahaha sighs ther is soo much work to do still ! i reli duno how they plan to get us thru it all within this time >_< sighs.....

next week is going to be packed wit soo many tests ! from monday all the way to friday ! sighs.. monday i got english essay.. tuesday i got the uni exam ! arghh lol hahahah hrmm wed i gta studdy my ass offf for my economics essay and my accounting test on friday ! i hope it is on friday ! coz they are thinkn of makin it thursday ! coz some people dont want it on the last day of terM ! sighs.. *eek*

stressing ! lol i reli shud be studying now ROFl but for the past hour or so i hav been online chattin and playing aroun wit my mp3 and music ! lol >_< i hav a low concentration span ! rofl =/ hahaha shush ! =Pp

sighs.. anywayz i ju dropped by to say hellos to this ! rofl coz i havnt been online for a long time and i dont want this blogger to expire on me agen ! rofl >_< heheheheh =D

anyways i hope everyone is having a great holiday in singapore and all u uni peoples ! n for us.. good luck wit all the tests coming up ! lol and enjoi ur holz ! =) heheh

byebyesss

4 months

i forgot to add this in ! lol >_< i wanted to tell u all about me and my rogerms 4 month =) heheheh^^

he toook me out to dinner at midori ! rofl the first time i heard that name i was like.. oooo alchimahol? rofl =P hahahaha me me !! pick me ! rofl =P hahahahahah but it is actually a jap restraunt wher the coook in front of u and throw shit at u rofl ! =/ shit as in foood ! hahahahah >_<>_<" sighs..
wel i wana say thank u to him once agen ! rofl =) it was an awsome night out .. altho he got broked =P hahahah^^

*bwbwbw*

ok i need fooooD ! im starving =/

back to schoool

hehe wel as the title says.. exams are over .. finally =/ lol ahahah wel i didnt find these exams so.. err pressureising..? however i know that i didnt do very well in my economics exam .. at all ! lol

sighs wel today be the first day back at school after exams..! it feels like i have been on holidays for the past week.. espeshially wit the long weekend and all ! =) hehehe *awsomness* rofl =P
sowee i know i dont make very much sense in my blogs.. rofl pfft ! deal wit iT? hahahah O_O
sighs.. wel today i got back my english exam.. err hahaha i passed =D woooot* lol but i didnt do very well in general! hahaha =/ i onli got 61% =( boo hoOoo lol wel at least it is past 60? rofl but now i need my class average to get up to 60 and above.. hopefully i can get a 64 so i can get a B? rofl but atm hrm i am.. *counts* errr mental blankness rofl.. errrr i am 8% off that ROFL ! hahahaha 8% is alot ! ROFL =X goooood luck me? rofl hahahahahha sighs..

bleh.. i been busy lately.. wit the boi friend and all ! lol hahaha i havnt been online in ages ! >_< i remember those times when i used to go online every single day and blog nearli every day ! rofl and then stay up reli reli late at night chatting ! =/ omgosh .. lol hahah those days are pretty much long gone now i tink =( hahahaha wel i gues it is kinda for the best but oso i tink im loosing touch wit some of my fwens...
sighs
i was thinkn about that the other day and i realised that me and a few fwens hab drifted apart every since the bf thing came along ! lol.. im not saying that having a bf is a bad thing.. i mean like.. everything has its pros and cons righT>?? rofl..

" everything comes wit a price.. coz nothing in life comes for free "

sighs.. im happy wit my rl now but sometimes i just wish i wer single agen so that i could have my freedom and do wuttever i want wit anyone i want ! lol.. no nothin kinki ! =/ *humsup people* rofl =/ hrmm newaise hahahah...
i mean like.. the other night i had alot of people calling my fone and they wer asking me to go online to chat wit them and to go out wit them that night =S
sighs.. knowing my bf wel enof... i knew that if i went online or talkd on the fone too long when he is around he wud chuck a biatch at me =X sighs.. see im a prisoner ! rofl =/ er wel yer sighs i didnt go online to chat to my long time sg fwen and i didnt pick up like 3 fone calls and had to cut one of my fwens short while we wer talking on the fone for onli like 5 mins =/ sighs.. and i had to msg my fwen telling him that i cudnt go out for a late night snak wit him.. it used to be a daily routine ok ! >_< lol

sighs.. so yer.. wen u are dating someone.. i gues ther are some things that u must change in order to .. suit their needs? rofl =/ hrmm i shudnt let him get his way all the time eys? roFL =P
lalallalal... meh..

rofl.. newasie.. it has been raining like a biatch the past few days =X lukily i got a ride to school or else id be gone ! rofl .. sighs...
o yer today i did sometink bad too =/ lol.. that sounds soo stoopid ! er but yer.. i accidently made two of my fwens stop talkin to each other ! =/ ther was a statement made : i will never talk to u agen !! =/
i feel kinda bad ! lol =X but i oso thought that maybe it should be heard coz.. like.. it was wrong of person A to say it lah and sighs.. i duno rofl when she told me i got pissed off and wantd to smak her on behalf of person B >_< sighs.. wut hav u done stoopid head! lol =/ sighs...

newasie.. imma start on my human biology in class essay preperation >_< and bak to my msn ! hahahahah its been a very long time since me been on it hahahah =P wooooT ! im bak !? errr

ok iwl leave whil i can >_<

good luck to everyone else who ish still doing their last week of exams and all the uni people who are just starting it =/ hahah ^^ take cares people and stay out of the rain.. it will get u sick ! rofl =/ hahahahah


keep warms ^_< buiBiaSzx~