happy birthday to uuuuuuuu...

ehe wel yesterday was a LOng day !! hahaha hrmm this is how it went..lol
on saturday morning.. i slept at 2am.. LOL and awoke at about 9.30am >_< hrmm then i had breakfast and then talkd to my mom till about 11.40 then i was like.. fUK i need to go ! hahahah and then she drove me to town and ther i met up with rogerms, alex, tony and nelly! hehehe hrmm i went to hav a quik lunch wit roger at emperors garden i think tht wut it called..lol *dim sum* hahah *yummi*
hrmm and then we went to utopia and sung from 2-5pm LOL hahahah my throat is soo.. >_< BLEHHH dead hahahahha anyways..after that we went to timezone lol and i played ddr ! ROFL =x hahahah hrmm and then i had to go to freo for jennies bday party heheheh so then we left at about 6pm hehehe...

*in the car*

we got to freo at about 6.30 and then roger walked me to the resaurant but then had to go =( sighs hahah yer and then ehh had dinner.. pizza, pasta and chippies =D hahhah =Pp hmmm then timezone agen ! ROFL this one in freo is much nicer and bigger hahahah =Pp heheh wel we got $8 cards for half an hour as many games ! rofl it was awsomely fun ! hahaahhah me ad tammy played sooo many games ROFL.. and i played alot of daytoner rofl and the jurrassic park game was awsome! ROFL =Pp hahahah yer and then 10pm came and my mom came to pik a few of us up..and then we went home..and ten that was that ! rofl hahahahhah

lalallal..and then got home and talkd onda fone till i KOd wahahahahah and then woke up at 11am and then washed clothes, coooked foood, looked at pics from yesterday..and then... yerr online now !

yup that was my very briefly summarized day ! hahahahah >_< great huh!? rofl

lalal.. oki now i reli need to do hwk coz i got an assignemnt due in tmr :D lol! FUK lol

so take cares ppl and enjoi ur sunday arvo :D

byebyes xoxo

what i HATE abt u.... lol (like that song...wut i LiKE abt u? wahahahahha)

another thing that i hate .. wel iv started to hate even more lately is.. hrmm
when people talk shiet about u behind ur back and tell the whole world rumours about somethink that u never sed or ever did! hrm that is pretty low if u ask me.. by tryin to make people side u and be ur.. friends.. and the onli way u can do that is say bad about someone else and make them sympathize wit u.. hrmm what i think?! that is.. PAtHeTiK! seriously man.. wtf is running thru ur mind when u talk shiet about someone that is not truu and u kno it urself? dont tell me u dont feel guilty coz then that wuld mean that u are cold heartd.. hrmm sighs i wonder what people liek such think.. i reckon their minds must be pretty fukd up the ass coz first of all whuy wud u go sooo LOW to try and fit into a group that u noe urslef that ur not meant to be in! .. lol that is jus stoopid thinkn.. lol and if u want to get somewher.. idont believe that it is smart or.. right to sink that low and pretend to be someone that ur not.. am i righT? hahah yes u kno i am ! hrmm ..

hrmm sighs.. lalallaalla...
hahah

anyways bak to the topic.. lol *lol tat was a break for u all to gather ur thoughts about the matter hahahah wel now bak to the topic*

people who pretend to be someone that they are not..is.. FAke.. StOopid and juz plain wEirdo! hrmm i think they must hav a problem accepting who they are! coz u can still get to wher u want witout being someone ur not.. wel at least tryin to.. coz u kno.. u may be able to hide it away from some people but.. others..who know u well enough.. KNOW that U are FAKE and juz a LIAR and guess wut.. WE DONT THINK VERY MUCH OF U ANYMORE! lol wel thats my opinion of this matter.. hahahahah =Pp

lalalal., yer.. i suggest that nowun pretend to be someone that they are not coz it will get them into trouble .. coz well for one..they are looking for trouble if they spread shiet about people !!..

hrmm and some friends..cant be trusted... so choose ur friends wisely ! =D heheheheh
*tips from the dreamer* roFL ! yahhh u cant trust some people in life lor.. so dont get hurt now and choose wisely =) it for the best hahahahah wut the.. lol

lalalalal oki wel imma go nows and hbiology rofl =Pp

o yer..happy birthdaay to jennie for ehh tmr hahaha in 9 mins lol =D kekeke ^^
and happy swt 16 to belz for friday !! hehehe hope u both hav a great day *smiles*

luv luv ~heheh xoxox nitenites!*

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life is starting to suck agen.. =( sighs

bleh this juz gona b short and repetitive.... lol coz i dun wana waste ppls time and.. actually i dun wana post it up here..rofl..>_< bleh but...life suckzz

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and guess what... life sucks !! >_< BLEHHHHH *tears*

RIP jayden...

sighs.. wels today.. this morning the teachers told us bad news about jayden.. sighs..he did the same thing as mitchell did last year..sighs.. it hel came as a shock to all of us this morning....*sighs*

it crazyee..sighs.. to think that u will never see that person anymore... sighs and if somethink happened between u two..u wont be able to saY sorry or tell them how u feel anymore coz it too late! sighs.. >_< *tears*

wels today was very depressing and emotional.. about half of the year 12s went home after the news..sighs.. i feel soo sorry for all the guys coz.. sighs.. u kno how guys dont express themselves as much as us gurlies? sighs..and so sigh.. it must be alot of crap bottled up inside of them now.. =( sighs.. and it juz had to happen at this time.. one week after mitchells anniversary ! =( sighs.. i think taht gona hit all the close friends hard...sighs..

fuk sighs.. i duno wut to say.. i dont know how to explain how im feeling and whuy i am crying...sighs...

R.I.P Jayden - 16.o8.2o05

R.I.P Mitchell - 10.08.20o4

we will misss u both soo much....

one year... rip mitch

today be exactly one year from mitchell's death. sighs. time has gone so fast this year. everything is seriously... zoooming ! =/ hrmm in a good and bad way !.. sighs.
the other day letters were sent out to homes telling us about the anniversary of mitchell. they held a little ceremony for him after school in the library!.. sighs... rip mitch~

hrm .. today was a very very cold day! lol.. sighs i actually thought today be hot like yesterday..but grrr daymn weather man telling lies all the time ! lol =/ sighs.. tests tests tests... soo many coming up. there is two more for maths and three for economics.. accounting has two and english we are half way riting our essay .. and i think ther will be more assesments coming up for that too =/ sighs.. hbiol i kno ther should be a chapter test..sigh..hopefully not soo soon =/ *eek* hrmm yer..sighs..year 12 is a biatch and i hate it very very much ! lol >_<

aiyah.. 5 weeks left of year 12..then .... EXAMS ! arghh.. sighs.. shiet..lol.. fuk! ...

bleh wel im hungry ! rofl.. me gta go eat now.. =/

luv luv.
hahah xoxox

weekends again

hi all! lol. last night was evas party =) hehe *fun fun fun* =) took alot of fotos and sang and danced rofl.. ddr dance lah! hahah =D keke.. if u wana chek out photos go to my multiply site : http://serenery.multiply.com

*smiles* hrm wels today is saturday and i am sitting at my computer on my bed.. wasting my time? rofl sighs.. my concentration span is terrible *hangs head in dismay* rofl =/

hrm anyways, one of the reasons for me writting this blog today is because of somethink that is going on in my life atm and because of something that i just read! haha.. hrmm..
wels.. it goes a littl like this.. (no names will be mentioned rofl but if u kno me wel.. then hahahaha daymnits.. shush and dont tell anyone!! hahah =Pp)

hrmm..yes anyways...lets begin shall we? rofl haha ^^
hrm.. basically dont u hate it when someone pretends to be someone that they are not? hrmm when they pretend to act a certain way around a certain group of people so that they can.. fit in? lol.. haha fit in.. hrmm.. i duno whuy some people will down grade themselves until like that? hrmm wel as u know it is the final year for me.. and this year is all about studying basically! hahaha.. coz exams and tee are coming up in a month! *argh* hahah.. hmm yes. so u dont anything to disturb u hor? while u are studying..?!? yes.. ok i appreciate that too! haha.. hrm.. but do u reali need to ignore completely? and pretend to be something you are noT?

ok iv known this person for.. AGES *years and years ok* lol. hehehe.. we go way bak and we hav had some pretty awsome times and some reli fukd up ones! lol.. >_< hrm wel the point is, i know this person very very well and the way that she is acting right now.. is.. NOT THEM! AT ALL!
lol.. it is reli annoying seeing them act like this because i know how they reli are! and its just.. fake! everything that they are doing is just.. PLAIN FAKE! hahaha.. sighs.. i think it is pretty stooopid that you have to prettend to be someone in order to get what u wnt!

if u want to study and do well in ur exams and year 12.. good stuff! go for it! i completely appreciate the decision! .. i dont mind if we stop going out for a while and we just concentrate on our studies! it all goods.. after year 12 we can relax and party hard like we used to!?

sighs.. wel this person is being pretty gaybo atm! hahah.. sighs.. i dont want to bad mouth her lor..but its just reali getting on my nerves lately and i need to like.. argghh i duno? rofl anyone got a punching baG? hahaha.. sighs..this person also been a biatch to me a couple of years bak and i havnt got bak at them for it yet ! lol.. haha i thought maybe i can just let it go and forget.. but like.. argh now this is happening and i think im just looking for more reasons to hate them!? no wait. lol that not right! hahaha i duno? i juz think of that when i see them now adays?
hrm no that not right too! hahaha i dont kno wut i am on about lor >_< sighs....

bleh anyways.. chat time again =) study..err.. lol.. postponed once again! hahaa =Pp

xoxox.. luv yas

lalal..

lalalal.. anyways.. hahahah *shifty smile* rofl =P

hrmm i got a human biology test tmr ! argh.. it is hardness lol.. i dont get it hahahaha =X fuk !
anyways, updating blog.. i havnt been online in a while now >_< hrmmm.. last night i went to the accounting dinner awards night thing! lol hahaha it was.. err.. ok lah..kinda gay ! rofl =/ but yer.. mmmmmm *thinks* waahhahaha mmmmm.... =P no comment ! rofl =/

err.. lol wel.. i got a cert for that and one in the school assembly yesterday too =) heheheh i think i let the team down tho ! rofl coz like.. i did SHIT hahahahah seriously! reli SHIT and nearli failed wahhahahahah =X fuk ! lol =P sighs..... o wels.. i passed righT? hahahaa O_O

lalalalalalla.. i shud reli be studying arghhh but im on friendster, hi 5 and myspace ! and this ! lol =/ hahaha shietness~ i have a veri low concentration span ! rofl =X *sighs* hahahahahah

hrmm.. school.. been prettty dodgy ! this week has been extremely long ! and arghhh school is nearli ending ! tEe sooon *ARGHHHH* panics! hahahaha =X sighs.. best of luck to everyone yer ! =) hehehe sighs... *fingers crossed* lol =D

hrmm tmr is evas party.. lol.. err imma say an earli happy birthday to eva now for 4 days time =) hehehe ^^ i dont think that she will get this msg tho ! rofl =/ hrmmmm..yepps...

anyhooos time to chat a lil rofl..then iwl get to work ! hahahahaha *i hope*

latahz all =D kekekekkek